Chapter 54

Chapter 54

Zayn's P.O.V.

The first thing Rachel did when she arrived home was sleep. I sang her to sleep and just sat on the bed with her. I was reading the book she had just finished when Harry came into the room.

"Hey, Zayn, can I ask you something?" "Sure no problem." He looked down at his feet and had a look of shame on his face. "What happened mate?" Tears swelled up in his eyes and I knew this was one of the rare times that Harry was going to break.

He sat on the bed and cried. He just let it all flow. I knew he didn't want to talk. I knew he just needed a friend.

"Zayn what am I going to do!? She left and I didn't do anything about it she's gone and I don't understand how stupid I could be!!" "Morgan? Morgan left?" "Yes and she said that she hated me and never wanted to see me again!" He was crying so hard I could barely understand a word he said.

"I'm sorry. Im-" He just stopped talking. All Harry did was cry. He didn't move. He was scaring me. There was no sound coming out of his mouth he was just sobbing.

"Harry?" I shook him. "Harry? Harry!" He was scaring me. I don't know what happened to him. "Rachel wake up." I whispered to her. "Yeah?" "Call the ambulance there's something wrong with Harry." She got up without hesitation and grabbed her phone.

I walked throughout Rachel's house and woke up Chisom. She stayed the night. I told her what happened and she got her coat and shoes and asked if she could help with anything. I told her that it was fine and in a minute flashing red and white lights were outside of the house.

Morgan's P.O.V.

I honestly didn't want to leave Harry but its gotten to be too much for me now. He's cheated on me once before and I let it go because he was drunk. But this time I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I ignored it.

I was sitting at my dining room table with Harry. We were both having pop tarts because late night snacks were our thing. He went to the bathroom while I was playing a game on his phone. Someone called him. I picked it up and it was a girl.

"Harry, I miss you when are you coming back to England. I've been awful lonely and cold at night. Hopefully I'll see you soon. I love you. Bye."

I didn't have a chance to answer and she hung up. Harry came out of the bathroom and looked at my tear filled eyes. "Who was that!?" I yelled throwing his phone at him. His eyes grew wide and his cheerful smile turned to a horrified frown.

"Harry answer me." He looked up at me and said "I am so sorry." "Harry who was that!?!?" "Cheyenne." "Who is Cheyenne?" "My girlfriend from London.."

I backed away from him. "You can't be serious." No answer... "Harry what the hell!" "I forgot about her when I met you! I'm sorry. And I forgot to tell her that I was going to end it but... she never came to my mind." "But you didn't tell me you had. A girlfriend when you met me!!" "Because I forgot!" "I'm sorry, Harry, you need to leave." "Morgan please dont-" "Go. I never want to see you again."

His jaw dropped and his eyes grew wide. "You're serious?" He asked. "Harry why the fuck wouldn't I be serious!?!? LEAVE!!" He turned around and left. He didn't say anything. The last thing I saw him do was get in the car, crying. And he left.

I will never forgive him.

Chapter 53

Chapter 53


Liam's P.O.V.


"Ma!" "Ma!" "Ma!" I heard from down the hallway. "Bbbbbbbbb." I looked in Elizabeth's dressing room and she was massaging her face while doing vocal excises. She blushed when I looked at her with a cheeky smile on my face. I walked over to her and started doing the same thing. She started to laugh that she couldn't even do the excises anymore. "What are you doing?" Rachel asked. We both looked at her and said, "Bbbbbbbbbb!! Ma! Ma! Ma! Ma! Fffffffff!" We made multiple noises as practice. I guess she was slightly freaked out. She laughed and walked away.

Beth was finally called to the stage and the girls started preforming. Rachel looked so much healthier now. She was smiling and laughing, dancing and singing, like she was never hurt. Zayn is right. She is a fighter. I was proud of her. She was recovering all on her own. It gave me a little flicker of hope for good things whenever I see her get better and better everyday. She's like my sister. She means a lot to me. I'm glad she's back.

Harry's P.O.V.

I like to dance and sing along to the girls on the side on the stage just like they do to us. We all showed our support and wore 'We love you Rachel!' T- shirts. It made her laugh and we made her one too.

We all do things to make her feel better. Morgan does her hair every day since she got home because she wants her to feel pretty. Elizabeth is constantly doing her nails for the sake of a good conversation. Zayn spends a lot more time with her. I was surprised it was actually surprised how much more time could actually be spent between the two. But it was cute. I hang out with her and make her laugh with the cheesiest jokes ever but that's just me. Niall and Liam sing to her. It makes her smile and she gets the, as we call it, happy gleam in her eyes. Sydney and Chisom take her to the mall a lot so she can buy pretty clothes and things like that. Louis tickles her and makes her laugh, but more than I do. He's very charming to her.

As long as she's better. A lot of our time is centered around her. I don't mind though. As a friend I'm just amazed at her fast recovery.


Louis' P.O.V.

It was our turn to go on stage and of course everything was ear piercing and the screams could shatter glass. I waved at Sydney from the other side of the stage and she blew a kiss. She does that every concert. A little boost of confidence for myself.

Chapter 52

Chapter 52

Rachel's P.O.V.-

I got out of the hospital and the first thing Zayn asked me was if I thought I was pretty. What kind of question was that? "A little bit, why?" I asked. "Because last night while you were loopy you called yourself ugly and stupid." "Well I was practically on pain killers, okay?" I was in a bad mood. He was asking me loads of questions and all I wanted to do was be left alone. This was the second or third time I was in the hospital this month. I hate being nagged. "Okay," he muttered. At least Harry left me alone. So did Chisom. But not only do I feel annoyed, I feel guilty. I had the concert ended. It was my fault. I let their fans down and our fans down. They spent that money on us and I passed out and that was that for them.
We got to the hotel and Niall jumped on me and yelled, "Ahhh you're back!!!" Despite my crappy mood Niall's enthusiasm always cheered me up. "Hey pumpkin," I said as I tousled his hair. "I'm glad you're back!" Zayn hugged me from behind snaking his long arms around my waist. "I am too," he said. As long as he wasn't asking me annoying questions.. I turned around in his grip and faced him. He was grinning like a little baby. I Eskimo kissed him and he rested his forehead on mine. I embraced the moment we barely got to share. "Can you take me out for ice cream?" I asked. Zayn laughed. "Yes kitty." "What?" I looked around at everybody and studied every single cheeky grin I was receiving. "What!?!" I exclaimed more annoyed. "Remember when your mom called you this morning and I answered it first for you?" Zayn asked. I nodded. "Well I told her it was me and she.. She umm asked if Kitty was there.. And she told me that's what she calls you." They knew. They all knew my secret know. I was flustered, and Zayn obviously felt guilty for telling everyone. They giggled. I turned back to him and mouthed 'It's okay' to him. I placed a sweet kiss on his lips and he pulled my keys from my pocket. "We're taking your car."

Everyone piled in. Everyone. That's ten people including me. Louis sat in the truck with Harry and Chisom. Liz sat on Sydney's lap and Niall sat on Liam's lap. And the lucky bastard that she is, Morgan got her own seat. Zayn drove, holding onto my hand the whole time fearing that I'd have one of my more frequent panic attacks. When we pulled up to the ice cream shop Zayn placed light kisses over my knuckles assuring me that I'll be safe with him.

We all ate until are stomachs were going to explode. I was only allowed to eat very little under doctors order. He said and I quote 'Don't over stuff yourself. If you do at the fragile state you're in now you'll throw it all back up and pass out because of the small pain you might get in your stomach again.' So I had no fun. But I got cold and Zayn gave me his jacket. But I guess everyone still hasn't gotten used to the fact that we're dating and they burst into 'Awws' and 'Too cute!s' Does no one know that we like each other.

Our long day ended and I was so grateful to be back in my own bed. All of my clothes were being washed and dried so the only options I had were Zayn or Liam's clothes. I looked through his drawers and pulled out a pair of navy sweat pants and his Guns 'n' Roses T- shirt that I absolutely adored. It fell all the way to my thighs and I climbed in the bed with him. He protectively wrapped his arm around he and nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck. "I missed you," he whispered, his lips brushing over my ear. "Same. I miss this bed. Ugh it's so much more comfortable than the hospital beds." He lightly chuckled and kissed my cheek.

"I love you," he said. "I love you too," was the last thing that I said before drifting off to sleep.

Oh my god hi people. I haven't updated in 9 whole months. I am so sorry. I got bored with it but recently i deactived from twitter so I've been pretty bored. So, I'm starting to write fan fiction again!!! I have one on wattpad now. I actually miss blogspot. So I'll write chapter 52! At least I think it's 52... I won't be a carrot. I promise. If you want I'll even tweak some chapters. I hope you'll still read!

The reason I'm starting again is not only that I'm bored it's also that I have so many reads!! 1,000 are from the U.S.! I'm excited to start again!!! I hope you guys'll like chapter 52! Oh and by the looks of chapter 51 it looks like i hated perrie. I don't NOW. She's really nice and pretty so I do like her. Hashtag Zerrie vibe. Lawl.

                                                                                                                           ~Rachel xx

Chapter 51

Chapter 51

Zayn's P.O.V.-

I walked on the stage and the crowd screamed. I sniffled and wiped away tears. Everyone yelled "AWWW!!" "Rachel has...Rachel ha-" I started to cry. Harry came out and slung his arm around my shoulder. "Our friend Rachel is unconscious and they're taking her to the hospital right now." The audience gasped and I cried more. "It's okay Zayn. Calm down." He whispered in my ear while stroking the back of my head. We walked back stage. Perrie was standing in front of me. She had a look of sympathy on her face. But at the same time her expression was devious. "Zayn, I'm sorry." she said while placing her hand on my shoulder. I brushed her hand off my shoulder and wiped my tears. "Go away." I sniffled. "Zayn, I'm only trying to help. But-" "NOO!! JUST BECAUSE RACHEL ISN'T HERE DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN HIT ON ME!!!!" I screamed.  Perrie stepped back. "Zayn! Why are you doing this!?! I can be a much better girlfriend  than Rachel!!" I shook my head. "NO!! NO!! RACHEL IS THE BEST GIRLFRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY THAT!!!" Perrie narrowed her eyes. "And you know what else?" "What!?!" I said rudely. "I won't go and die on you." I stared at her in horror. Rachel will not die. "HOW IN THE FUCKING HELL COULD YOU SAY THAT!?!?!? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU???!?! YOU ARE A TERRIBLE PERSON!!!" I kicked the chair in front of me. I bolted down the hallway towards the exit onto the shipping docks. I slid down one of the massive metal shipping crates. I buried my face in my hands and cried so much I couldn't stop. I did the only thing that I would ever do when I am this depressed or stressed. I reached in my pocket and pulled out the pack of cigarettes that are for emergencies. I went to put one between my lips when I saw Rachel. "Zayn what are you doing?" she asked. I dropped the packet and cigarette and I found myself hyperventilating. "I'M SORRY!!!" I screamed while dropping to my knees. "Zayn. Why?" I was choking on my own sobs and shaking my head. "I......I I don't know!!!" I was sobbing on the ground. She stood over me and put her hand on my shoulder. "I'll see you later." she whispered. She took a few steps forward. I reached for her hands. It was an illusion. My fingers slipped through hers and I just ended up planting my face into the dirt. I got up and tried to get myself together. And failed to. I just kept crying more knowing that I just didn't see Rachel. Stupid mind!! WHY MUST YOU PLAY TRICKS ON ME!?!??! I heard footsteps coming towards me. This time I didn't run away. This time I just curled up in a ball against the massive box again. I saw Harry hovering over me. Instead of asking me questions like everyone else would, he just held me. Held me until I stopped crying. My face was buried into his chest. I looked up at him and said, "I apologize for your shirt." Harry threw his head back and laughed. "It's okay mate! I really didn't like this shirt anyways. And Paul says you can't do the concert if you are in this much distress. And what did Perrie say to you?" I took in a massive shaky breathe and said, "She....she said that she could be a better girlfriend than Rachel. And that....and that..." I stopped for a while. "Well Rachel is an amazing girlfriend. So don't listen to Perrie." I nodded and continued, "She also said that if she was my girlfriend that she won't go and die on me." Harry looked at me appalled. "SHE SAID WHAT!?!?!? THAT BITCH!!!" "Harry calm down. I know. I know." Harry once again chuckled and held out a hand to help me up. "Thanks mate." Harry hugged me. "It will get better. Stop worrying yourself." He whispered. I nodded and we walked back into the stadium. "ZAYN MALIK!!!!" Someone screamed. "Get the fuck away from me!!" I yelled back after I realized it was Perrie. I walked outside to my car and drove off with Harry. Liam and Niall and Louis were staying behind to break the news to the crowd and what not. We got to the hospital and I ran up to the front desk. "Rachel Hanson?" I asked. The nurse typed up somethings on that old computer. "No I'm sorry. There isn't any Rachel Hanson here." I looked questioningly at Harry. "What do you mean?" he asked. "I might find her by a description or her injuries." "Ummm....She has medium length brown hair and she came here at around 11:35. She fainted. And she was here like...a week ago. She was in a car crash with two other boys." The nurse was typing again. "Oh!! You mean Rachel Malik?? Yes she's is in room H13." "Thank you?" I said while awkwardly turning around and running towards her room. "Rachel Malik? What the hell was that about?" Harry asked. "I don't know." We walked into her room and she was awake. "Oh thank god." I sighed. I stared at the four girls in front of me that were giggling uncontrollably. "Rachel Malik? Very funny." I said. Once I said that they all burst out laughing. My face was serious but it was kind of cute. They were obviously trying to get me to lighten up. It worked. I love these girls. "Shut up!" I exclaimed while blushing. Rachel rolled over and smiled at me. "YOU!!! You! You are my....Ummmm you're myy...my...What's it called again??" "He is your boyfriend." Morgan stated. "YES!!! My boyfriend! Yes that's what you are!!" "What the hell??" I asked. "Pain killers. They gave her A LOT." I chuckled and looked at my giggling girlfriend. "AND!!! And!! I like..I like Channing Tatum!!" He laughed. Harry walked out from the toilet. "Is this girl high?" he asked. "Pain killers." We all said at once. "And James Franco too!!! And his......his brother!! Maybe....maybe also.... Umm............and AND Gerard Way. He's hot." We laughed laughed at Rachel's list of guys. Who is Gerard Way anyways?? "Gerard Way?" I questioned. "He is the lead singer of My Chemical Romance. Rachel loves them." Chsiom said. I nodded. "And what about that.....that Zayn Malik?? He is a fine piece of sexaayy." He blushed and giggled. "But tooooooooo bad!! He will never love an ugly, boring person like meeee." She said. She shrugged and fell asleep. "What was that?" I asked. "These pain killers make people confess things." Sydney replied. "So that what the pain killers talking? She actually thinks that of herself?" "Yep. She's really insecure. It's sad." Elizabeth stated. I rubbed my thumb over her knuckles and kissed her hand. "She shouldn't be."

Harry's P.O.V.-

I stayed with Zayn tonight. At around 4:30 in the morning Rachel woke up. She flew up off the bed and gasped. "Is everything okay?" Zayn asked, worried. "Yeah uhhh. Bad dream." There was quite a long silence. "Did I get drunk again? Oh no I did!! NO!!! I don't want to kiss Niall again!!!" Zayn laughed. That was the most I've seen him laugh in two weeks. "No babe. You did not get drunk again. You kind of passed out on stage." he explained. "IN FRONT OF PEOPLE!?!" "No! Not in front of people. Calm down." He said while stroking his hair. "Oh." She nodded. "Eh!" She exclaimed. Rachel moved over to the left side of the bed. "Come on!" she said patting the empty space for Zayn. Zayn chuckled and laid down next to her. He kissed her on the cheek and pulled her closer. Rachel snuggled her face into his chest and wrapped her arms around his waist. I pulled out my phone and texted Morgan.
Me: i miss you!!!! D:
Morgan: i miss you too!! y the sudden interest of texting me this??
Me: seeing rachel and zayn..... i miss you.
 Morgan: awww hang in there!! you'll b back here by tomorrow ;)       

I laughed at her text. I have such a flirt girlfriend. I love her.

Me: until then...
Morgan: see yaa gurrlfriend!! XD
Me: HEY!! NO i am a man
Morgan: hahahaha lmao love you babe xx

I locked my phone and shoved it in my pocket. I sighed and curled up in my chair. I fell asleep unbelievably fast.

Chapter 50

Chapter 50

Rachel's P.O.V.-

My solo. The crowd was so loud. They were just excited to see me again I guess. "Okay. I'm back!!! How has everyone been??" There were screams of good and great. And some other muffled yells. "Okay. I'll shut up now and sing!" They screamed and cheered and yelled. "Here is Fall by our boy Justin Bieber!!!"

Well let me tell you a story
About a girl and a boy
He fell in love for his best friend
When she's around, he feels nothing but joy

But she was already broken, and it made her blind
But she could never believe that love would ever treat her right
But did you know that I love you? or were you not aware?
You're the smile on my face
And I ain't going nowhere

I'm here to make you happy, I'm here to see you smile
I've been wanting to tell you this for a long while

Who's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You're not gon' be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless it lets ya,
You can't fly unless it lets ya, so fall

Well I can tell you're afraid of what this might do
Cause we got such an amazing friendship and that you don't wanna lose
Well I don't wanna lose it either
I don't think I can stay sitting around while you're hurting babe
Come take my hand

Well did you know you're an angel? who forgot how to fly
Did you know that it breaks my heart every time to see you cry

Cause I know that it pains if he's gone every time he move over on the shoulder you crying
And I hope by the time that I'm done with this song that I figure out

Who's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You're not gon' be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless it lets ya,
You can't fly unless it lets ya, so fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall

But if you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can't fly unless it lets ya,
You can't fly unless it lets ya so fall

Who's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You're not gon' be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless it lets ya,
You can't fly unless it lets ya,

So fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped on all the way around your heart
You're not gon' be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless it lets ya,
You can't fly unless it lets ya, so fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall

If you spread your wings
But you can't fly unless it lets ya
Let yourself fall

"Oh and did I mention that I sang that song for MY," I looked at Perrie backstage and she gave me a dirty look, I laughed and continued, "for my boyfriend Zayn Malik." The crowd was screaming and cheering crazily. But I started to feel light headed and I sat down and watched Chisom sing.

Chisom's P.O.V.-

"LET'S DO THIS!!" I laughed and said, "I honestly love this song. It's beautiful but you have to listen to the lyrics. So keep you ears open guys!! I hope you like it. It's kind of slow but it's an amazing song. All right. Here goes. This is Satellite Heart by Anya Marina."

So Pretty, So Smart
Such A Waste Of A Young Heart

What ta pitty What a Shame
What's The Matter With You Man?
Don't You See What's Wrong
Can't You Get It Right?
Outta Mind, And Outta Sight
Call On All Your Girls,
Don't Forget The Boys,
Put a Lid On All That Noise.

I'm, A Satellite Heart
Lost In The Dark.
I'm Spun Out So Far,
You Stop I Start,
But I'll Be True To You
I Hear Your Living Out Of State
Running In A Whole New Scene.

You Know I Haven't Slept In Weeks,
Your The Only Thing I See

I'm, A Satellite Heart Lost In The Dark.
I'm Spun Out So Far,
You Stop I Start,
But I'll Be True To You (x2)

No Matter What You Do, Yeah I'll Be True To You.

They were swinging their hands in the air and some people even knew some lyrics. I love having fans. I wonder what they'll do when we finally get the time to write our own songs. What will they do?? The song was for Niall. Before I left the middle of the stage I said, "Dear my boyfriend, I  love you." I smiled and sat down on the stool that was on the side of the stage. This side of the stage was darkened over here so the spotlight was on Sydney now. I sat down and I looked to my left where Rachel was supposed to be but she wasn't there. "Rachel?" I asked. I looked on the floor. There she was. Curled up in a ball. She passed out.

Sydney's P.O.V.-\

I love how the spotlight feels. It feels warm and inviting. I smiled like a moron and said, "I like this song because it is amazing. Umm....This song isn't for anyone. Because the feelings expressed in this song are false coming out of my mouth. So a message to the person I love....This isn't true. I love you. I also love this song! So I'll start. I'll be singing I Hate This Part by The Pussycat Dolls."

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
That we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause i see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

I love that song!!! So did the crowd I guess. "Thank you guys!! I love you all!!" I blew a kiss to the crowd and turned to my left. I saw Chisom, Zayn, Harry, Paul, and Liam hovering over Rachel. I ran to them and asked, "What happened??" "I don't know!! I don't know!! I came over here and she was on the floor." Chisom exclaimed. "I think I know what happened." Zayn said. He was crying. No bawling. Rachel's head was in his lap and he had her hands in his. "WHAT!?!?" Liam yelled. "When you all went back to Rachel's hospital room when she ran away I stayed behind and asked the nurse what happened. She said Rachel like passed out from the noise and some other stuff. I guess the audience is a too loud." He explained. At the last sentence he shook j=his head and buried his face in his hands. "Do you want me to tell the girls?" I asked. "No," Paul answered, "Let them finish. Then tell them. I know you were supposed to do another song as a group but you can't now." I shook my head. "I'll call an ambulance." Liam said, getting up. Dear God please don't let Rachel go under again. I'm not worried about me or the girls or the fans for that matter. I'm worried about Zayn.

Elizabeth's P.O.V.-

Weird. Why did Sydney run off like that? Well anyways I stepped up to the mic. "Hellooo. How was that for a performance huh??" They all screamed. "Okay. Well it's my turn to impress you." I laughed at myself and said, "This song is like my favorite song....ever. And I'm obsessed with it. Rachel has sang this before but I love it so much that I'll sing it for you guys today. This is Perfect Two by Auburn." I held my guitar steady. I strummed it and began to play.

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me for me
And I'm the one for you for you
You take the both of us of us
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry (*Turns her head to Liam to sing to him*)

I stopped singing and my mouth hung open. "Rachel!" I whispered but I said it into the mic. I ran over to everyone that was gathered around Rachel on one of those portable hospital bed things. "What happened?!!?" "She passed out we guess. The paramedics didn't figure out what it was yet." Liam said. He had a blank expression on his face. He was always protective of Rachel....always. He would have to approve of what she wore and he would make sure she stayed out of trouble. He was almost like her second Stefan. "It's okay. She'll be fine." I whispered in his ear. I kissed him on the cheek. Morgan came running over. When she saw what happened she was tearing up. "Not again." she whispered. "Oh Zayn come here." She hugged him tightly. He cried into her neck. This was the most pitiful sight ever. "What about the rest of the concert??" Sydney asked. "The boys will finish it. Little Mix has to come on. They have to finish the concert." Paul answered. "NO PAUL!! PLEASE NO!! I NEED TO STAY WITH RACHEL!! PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME DO THE CONCERT!! I CAN'T!!!" Zayn begged. "I'm sorry Zayn you have to." "NO!!! I DON'T WANT TO!!" he fell to his knees and cried his eyes out. The paramedic came back from talking with the others. "She is unconscious. The loud noise, heat, and how nervous she was caused her passing out. "Oh my god!" Zayn gasped. "We need to take her to the hospital. Now." The taller paramedic said. Zayn put Rachel's face in his hands. "I love you." He whispered. Zayn kissed her on the cheek and watched her as they pushed her away. He was hyperventilating. A lot. He was yelling her name. This just broke my heart. "We'll go." I said. "Alright. Steve! Get them to the hospital." Paul exclaimed. "Come on girls." He said. We gave the boys hugs and Zayn kisses. "It'll be alright Zayn." I said when we were at the end of the hall when everyone else was a head. He started shaking his head. "No. No. No. No! She won't be okay!! Stop telling me that!!! She will NOT be okay!! Why is everyone lying!!!" He slid down the wall and pulled his knees to his chest. "Zayn. She might not be okay. But she will live. Zayn I would least expect you out of all people to doubt Rachel." He let out a huge shaky breathe. "I just can't deal with this anymore. I'm worrying myself and you guys. I'm holding you all back. I'm so sorry. She won't get better." He cried into my neck. I rubbed the back of his head. "Zayn calm down. And don't cry. You're getting me upset. I never cry and you don't want to see me cry now." He nodded. "Now you need to go back to your stylist baby." I called him baby a lot. It made him smile. He sniffled and said, "Okay. Tell me everything. Please." "I will. And keep faith in Rachel. Please. You can not give up on her. Don't." "Okay. I won't." He teared up again and sobbed a bit. "Now you go. I'll text you when I get there baby." He giggled and said, "Thank you." "No problem."' I kissed him on the cheek, gave the boys hugs, told them good luck, and kissed Liam good bye. "Okay. They might not let us in at first but we'll wait. For Rachel." Steve explained. And at that we drove off to the hospital once more. For Rachel.

Chapter 49

Chapter 49

Rachel's P.O.V.-

I'm out of here in one day. So I'll be back at school on Tuesday. Thank god. This hospital is going to make go insane. I was so lonely when the girls were in school. Yeah I love having Zayn in the boys there but it can get pretty boring. Monday went by slow. The boys were telling me about what they want to do for Chisom's birthday. Niall was all excited. He said he had the perfect date planned and everything. He wouldn't tell us though. That boy has learned well. "So Rachel how are you feeling?" the doctor said once the girls came back from school. "Well my leg is still going into random pain attacks. So is my hand but other than that I'm fine." "Well that's good. Does your head hurt? Do you ever feel throbbing near temples or anywhere around your forehead?" I shook my head 'no'. "Well I guess we can let you out early then! Your tests came back. Your arm will be in that cast for about 5 weeks. If we're letting you out you can't do anything that will put your health in a scare. No moving around on that leg too much. When you were walking around you were limping. Because you were running." I smiled shyly and looked down. "That cut on your hand is going to take a while to heal. Don't get those stitches wet though. You will experience troubles with your right arm considering it's broken. You won't be able to write much. It might cramp up a bit. Our patients had told us those cramps are most painful. Can one of you give these to her whenever she gets sharp pains please?" Zayn stood up and the doctor handed him painkillers. "Now only give them to her if she really needs them. Give her two. Now before I let you go let me tell you one more thing." He paused. I looked at him like 'YEAH!?!?!' "Be careful walking up and down the stairs. Especially on the stairs. We love our patients but we don't like to see them here a second time." We all laughed. "And no more pulling that fake memory loss crap on us. EVER. AGAIN." Harry said sternly. "Well I won't. You know why? Because I don't plan on coming back here." the doctor chuckled and said, "Yes. This isn't a very happy place but you're leaving tonight so enjoy your stay while it lasts." I sarcastically laughed. The doctor was in his mid thirties. He was cool. He wasn't like the male nurses. He was about Niall's height and had black shaggy hair. he was funny and nice. "Thank you Dr.Marcos!" I exclaimed. "Your welcome. Now! Get ready to leave at around 5:00." He left and Chisom and Morgan started to cheer. "You're leaving babe. How do you feel??" "Relieved. I hate it here!!" "We do too!" Chisom yelled. I laughed and said, "Yeah it's depressing in here." "Well we should get your stuff." Niall said. Everyone started packing my stuff for me. I would've been fine doing it myself. I hate when other people do the things I'm totally capable of doing for me. Everyone was waiting in the cars while Harry and Zayn helped me out of the hospital. There were crowds of people with cameras, notepads, and recorder thingies. They were screaming things like, "TELL US ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP!!! TELL US ABOUT YOUR ACCIDENT!!" Before I got in the car, the crowd they all of a sudden became quiet. One man in his mid-forties stepped up and said, "Tell us about you and Zayn Malik." I looked at Zayn and back at the man and said, "You forgot to say please." I got in the car and closed the door. Zayn was laughing into my shoulder and Harry was cracking up and shoved his face in the seat. "Well they can wait. All I want to do right now is eat something. Because right now I am one hungry mofo." I said. "Zayn you need to eat something too. You haven't eaten in a while." Harry said. Zayn you weren't eating while we were there!?!" I looked at him, more concerned than pissed. "Well yeah. I didn't eat anything. I was waiting for you to wake up." "Zayn. No matter what state I'm in you need to take care of your health as well. I'm disappionted in you for doing that."

Zayn's P.O.V.-

She said disappointed. DISAPPOINTED. That hurt so bad that I could actually feel my heart tear a little. I can't believe that she is disappointed. Those were the worst words I can ever get from Rachel. EVER. Harry wasn't listening. He had his earbuds in and I guess he was playing a game. "Rachel? Are you seriously disappointed in me?" "Yes Zayn. You shouldn't do that to yourself just because I'm not there. You were putting your health in danger. You didn't eat for 3 whole days." "Well..." "Well what?" "I didn't eat anything for 4 days." "4!! ZAYN!!" "I'm sorry!! Please!! I was just so worried about you! I was more concerned about you than myself." I realized I was crying. "Zayn." She brushed away a tear with her thumb. "Calm down. It's okay." "No Rachel. Your mad and upset with me. You obviously don't think it's okay." "No. Zayn I'm disappointed because you were hurting yourself. What if I had been under longer? What would've happened then? Hmm??" I nodded and said, "I would've gotten sick." "Exactly. Now babe. Stop your crying and come here." She opened her arms to have a hug. I was instantly wrapped in her welcoming arms and embracing every second of the hug. "I'm sorry. I promise I'll eat till I'm full!! So full I can't move. I'm sorry." "Don't be babe. Your fine. I was disappointed because I was worried. That's all. Okay?" I was nodding violently. Just to emphasize how sorry and happy I am that she can forgive me so easily. I love her so much. She is so understanding and loving. She's my everything. I was still crying and we were still hugging. Elizabeth says that Rachel hugs the wrong way. She's tried to teach Rachel how to hug but Rachel refuses and says 'Zayn likes my hugs so I'm keeping then that way and there is no right way to hug people!'. Her hugs are very enjoyable. I let out a huge shaky breathe and pulled away. She smiled and kissed me on the cheek. "I love you. I'm sorry I worried you." "I love you too. It's okay." I nuzzled my head on her neck and kicked my feet up over the seats in front of us. She draped her right arm over my shoulders and held my hand lightly with her left. She kissed me on the top of the head and I asked, "Steve!!! How much longer until we get to Rachel's house!?!?" "No. We aren't going to Rachel's house. You guys need to get ready for your concert tonight." "Ughhhh!! But I wanna spend time with Rachel!!" I heard Rachel laugh. I smiled and Steve replied, "Well you guys like being famous right?? Well then you got to do this. Even though you want a break." "UGGGHH!!" Harry shot up from laying down in the seats in front of us. "Huh!?!? What happened?" "Well we have to do a concert today." Rachel sighed. "Oh yeah I knew." "Yeah. Tonight is going to be........interesting.." Rachel said. "You will stay away from Perrie and she will stay away from you. Nothing bad will happen. I promise." I replied. "Sure....Is Olly going to be there!?!" she exclaimed. She has this obsession with Olly Murs. "Yes Olly will be there." "YES!!" I giggled. "And since it is your coming back concert I set something up with management and got some of your favorite celebrities to come to the after party we're having especially for you." Harry said. When he said you he tapped Rachel on the nose. "Like who?" "It's a surprise!!" "NO!! NO I HATE SURPRISES!!" she yelled, slightly startling Steve, causing him to swerve on the road. Rachel buried her face in the seat and started to shiver. I sat up and pulled her close. "Shhhh. Nothing's going to happen. I'm here. It's okay." She nodded, rustling my shirt a bit doing so. Harry patted Rachel's shoulder and said, "I'm sorry." The car pulled up to the shipping docks behind the concert arena. The paps were already there waiting for us. "Rachel!! Rachel!!" She didn't turn her head. They were screaming her name and her name only. It was kind of nice to hear someone elses name being yelled. We got to the back hallways and Paul was leading us to our dressing rooms. "Zayn!! Zayn!!!" I heard being called from the opposite end of the corridor. It was in a little girly English accent. I didn't turn around. "ZAYN!!! I need to talk to you!!" the voice said. Rachel turned her head to see who it was. She looked back up at me and shook her head. We both started to walk faster. "Zayn!!" No way I'm turning around. How long can this hallway be?? "ZAYN!!!" the voice nagged. It was obviously Perrie now. Rachel and I started running when the voice sounded like it got closer. We were holding hands and laughing running down the halls. We reached another hallway where the girls were walking down. "AHH!! RACHEL'S HERE!!!" Elizabeth yelled. dropping her bags on the floor running towards Rachel. Rachel caught Liz and then everyone joined in the hug. "Alright babe. I'm going to go get changed." Rachel whispered in my ear. She kissed my cheek. But she kissed it near my ear. I love when she does that. I kissed her on the cheek in return and said, "Okay. I'll see you soon." She bit her lip and smiled. She walked backwards facing me and eventually turned around to catchup with them.

Morgan's P.O.V.-

For this concert we got to pick out our own outfits. Thank god. This was my outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=54461459 Liz's: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=54461712 Sydney's: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=54461844 Chisom's: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=54462031 Rachel's: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=54462209 That ring she had on was the one Zayn bought for her when she was in the hospital. He got it right before the concert. We gave our boyfriends kisses and hugs and got ready to go on. The awkward thing was, was that ,Rachel, out of all people, has to introduce Little Mix after us. We ran onto the stage. Olly energized the crowd so much. "Hey how are you all doing tonight!?!" Rachel exclaimed. Well she has gotten better in the matter of seconds hasn't she?? We started to sing our first song. We still had to do covers because we still don't have enough time to write our own songs. First song: Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard:

Rachel:
There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night
Sydney:
There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night
Everyone:
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away
Me:
There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight
Everyone:
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away
Chisom:
I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
Liz:
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow
Everyone:
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

The Rhythm Of Love by The Plain White Ts:

Rachel:  My head is stuck in the clouds
             She begs me to come down
Sydney: Says "Boy quit foolin' around"
             I told her "I love the view from up here
     Me: Warm sun and wind in my ear
            We'll watch the world from above
      Liz: As it turns to the rhythm of love"
            We may only have tonight
Chisom: But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
             Play the Music low and sway to the rhythm of love
Everyone:
My heart beats like a drum
A guitar string to the strum
A beautiful song to be sung
She's got blue eyes deep like the sea
That roll back when she's laughing at me
She rises up like the tide
The moment her lips meet mine
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
Play the Music low and sway to the rhythm of love
Liz and Me:
When the moon is low
We can dance in slow motion
And all your tears will subside
All your tears will dry
Chisom and Rachel:
Ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba baba
Da da-da dum da-da dum
Ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba
Da da-da dum da-da dum
Sydney:
And long after I've gone
You'll still be humming along
And I will keep you in my mind
The way you make love so fine
Everyone:
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
Play the music low and sway to the rhythm of love

Now time for our solos!!!